I had an epiphany the other day, and since it was decidedly inline with my Romance Goals for 2015, I’m sharing it here for all of you ladies and gents. I was talking with the Boy, and I realized that I held no animosity towards him, and with that realization came the release of a tension that had hidden between my shoulder blades for almost a year now.
He had apologized, and two weeks of conversation had proven to me that he was sincere. In fact, I’ve even tested him, albeit unintentionally, and he does seem quite sincere. On a couple of occasions I thought he was teasing me, or rubbing my nose in things, and when I confronted him about it, he apologized again for the misunderstanding.
He’s even helped me to not be a total crazy person when dealing with Superman (previously known as the Starchitect). See, I occasionally dwell on the what-ifs:
- “What if I’d said_____?”
- “What if he meant _____?”
- “What if I had done ____?”