Let’s take a vote…

Despite my attempts to end communications with him, Mr. West Coast continues to try to communicate how he was only trying to help me with his judgmental, misogynistic, demeaning comments. But he has also made the comment that it is a sign of my character that I wouldn’t share his words directly. I was trying to do him a kindness, as he has proven that he cannot take criticism of his character, though he surely likes to dish it.

But, to quote the Boy (who was quoting my favorite movie): Fuck it, let’s be bad guys!


I’m going to provide you with Mr. West Coast’s actual words, and I’ll let you decide if I’ve misjudged him, or if I was justified in taking a “bellicose” attitude with him.

You will find below the latest correspondence, despite the fact that I told him that I wished no further contact from him and felt that this was beginning to verge on harassment. I’ve directly copied and pasted it, and thus I want to make a few comments beforehand regarding our prior correspondences. All of his words have been italicized, but anything bolded is my emphasis. I will have a few comments regarding this latest post afterward.

I’ve been trying to tell him nicely to take a hike after a handful of correspondences in which he made a myriad of offensive comments about how women are incapable of being leaders, or that it is very rare, and also belittling me as a human.

First the comments about women:


  • An exceptionally bright woman may be able to induce change by proposing a better alternative to doing things. That’s very rare though.
  • Of course there might be some who can see a misogynistic behavior in this. I wouldn’t have done that with men managers. But here we would get into one of those situations you talked about on your blog – people judging on partial data, without fully establishing a causal picture of the events. Frankly, men managers wouldn’t have dragged me 2 weeks. My managers did that because they were afraid. And I see that a lot at other women managers. They are very stressed out they are going to be judged and finger pointed if they make a bad decision. So they end up not making any decision at all.” (This was in reference to the incident in which he sent flowers every day to his female managers until they signed off on a project of his.)
  • Now few words about women. I used to see them as trophies, as challenges I have to take and felt the urge to conquer. Like every man, I was once young and silly.” (He says this is no longer his view)
  • I mentioned earlier how women tend to be very weak in asking for their rights. Not they don’t do it, but because they usually don’t support that argumentation right. It’s probably rotted in their modus operandi that’s powered by intuition that makes them in being weak in establishing cause-effect relationships and fit their argumentation in such framework.” (He is referring to a syllogism, which I learned about in a logic class taught by a female professor, so obviously women can comprehend the cause and effect relationships necessary for properly formulating an argument.) 
  • Secondly, but equally important, is the inability of most women – even those in leadership! – to inspire. I once watched a TED Talk about what make great leaders great. It was suggested that great leaders inspire people by explaining not only WHAT to do and HOW to do it, but also WHY things have to be done. It is the “why” who plant in others’ minds the reasons, making them believers of the cause.
  • Attention – I don’t claim there were no women who inspired. Jeanne D’Arc is probably one of the best example. But their number is ridiculously small. And not because they couldn’t be inspirational, but because for some reason they adopt a passive/follower attitude.” (These last two points were the ones that set me on edge enough to take an argumentative tone with him, and even then, my points were to give examples of how women can in fact inspire in a different way than men, but I tempered it with the arrogant strutting of a peacock comment which made him say he was “glad I could puff steam…”)

Furthermore, the way he addressed me when I disagreed with his comments was sometimes inconsistent and sometimes just demeaning:

  • You said I was arrogant because I was issuing opinions without having a deep knowledge of the details. But I don’t always need that!” (My point had been that he was making comments about my person and presenting them as facts when he hardly knew me.)
  • I would tell you to be more relaxed about a fellow man that feels for your issues, but yet again you may take that as an insult. Like what am I thinking? That you are a hysterical woman?? Huh?? How dare I? (and from here the extrapolation about me looking that way at all women, thus the misogynist…)” (This was after he told me he was glad I could “puff steam” at him, and that such a thing amused him. He went so far as to tell me he found most of my email in which I was initially pointing out the fallacies in his argument, he found that email amusing.)
  • I tried to be realistic and provide an opinion that can serve. I am not sure cheering you or telling you what you would have liked to hear is helpful for the problem in hand.” (I never asked him to cheer me or just tell me what I want to hear. The point he misinterpreted was that part of my lack of self-esteem was that I felt like I did not receive praise as much as I deserved, while I often used positive reinforcement to motivate my students. I was combating the “women aren’t motivational” claim, while trying to get back to the point…which was that I had asked him how he was able to maintain such a high level of self-esteem.)
  • I do not operate on hunches (although I may have plenty), only on hard evidence.” (What evidence? I still don’t know.)
  • I think a lot of what I said was received in a not very happy note and that switched you to a state of upset. I didn’t suggested your idealism is neither bad nor good.” (Keep reading and you’ll see how I thought he meant it to be a bad thing…)
  • You also seem to have missed the admission that I do not know the ins and outs of your personal life. I used a lot words like “wonder”, “think” etc. and of the two of us you are the English teacher, but shouldn’t these clearly mark some degree of speculation?” (Where was all that “hard evidence” he was mentioning earlier? Are these not just hunches?)
  • Well, because you seem to have a certain idealism about how men are and tend to credit them with features and principles they don’t really have. Although I personally find this naiveté sweet, it seems it affects your dating performance. And that fires back into your overall self-confidence. It makes you shaky and forces you to run away from fire when it starts rather than courageously grabbing the fire extinguisher and fight the flames.” (Yes, I noticed he said “seems” here; I also notice that he says I should fight the flames… yet it was unappreciated when applied to him.)
  • But I can say for sure you are way too idealistic. You also have a lot of wishful thinking (was obvious going through how your logged relationship with that Superman guy has unfolded) that blurs the reality sometimes. You are then set for expectations that will invariably disappoint you. Try to be more realistic.

     Even the fact you like to think we have a purpose is a sign of insecurity.” (This was the point that I took umbrage to and was the reason why I tried to correct him, and yet he maintained that he was just making observations, and that whole Liz-missed-the-word-seems thing mentioned above.)

  • And his belief that he is always right, despite my attempts to show him how he was wrong: “Actually are these analysis I made that so many times come across as arrogant. What’s disappointing is people who preach me about humility and arrogance end up, so often rather than never, to understand I was right.

He’s even believed that his words somehow helped me to see what he saw as my flaws because I made the mistake of commenting that I was equally bellicose (to use his words) in a situation with the Boy. I’ve had this very discussion concerning the Boy long before I met him, and only brought him up because “bellicose” was an interesting choice of word, not because I found him to be correct.

My reaction to Mr. West Coast, I feel, was completely justified, while my reaction to the Boy was out of line because I let his and my prior history color my interpretation of the situation. That history, which is lacking where Mr. West Coast is concerned, is a key element in that particular situation.


And now, here is his latest comment, copied and pasted directly, with absolutely no changes. My response will be below that.

That was exactly my point, Liz. So I took upon myself the unpleasant task of breaking a possible ruthless truth to you. Or what I was able to perceive as truth from the angle I was sitting. Better be me, a stranger you care nothing for, than somebody who may see the same things I saw but is afraid to speak out in your face to avoid that wrath. As I said – I prefer I am the wrong one and the asshole, than you be sorry later. It’s hard for a person to fix herself/himself without a wakeup punch from the outside. I would have gladly chat with you endlessly on stuff I care about, but you asked me not to and focus on YOU and tell you what I THINK. So I did!

I wasn’t lucky to have somebody helping me see my flaws when I was young and I could have done something about it. There were things I wished I could have corrected. Maybe like you, I would have been in denial and angry at those who dare telling me those things. But I wish there was somebody to do it…

So, you see, from my perspective I was sincere and I treated you I think it was honest to. The point wasn’t to debate weather I am right or wrong, the point was to make you think if there is some truth on what I say. Day by day I see you reconsider a lot of the things I told you. I am happy you do it. For your own good.

I hope your friend, the Boy, will have enough courage to stand you more. He is part of your life and he knows far more than I could have ever figured from distorted stories and hints.

Maybe one day you’ll be strong enough to even give away without considering that a capitulation. There is nothing more attractive for a man (considering a woman) than a graceful woman, one that allows him the time to realize he was wrong without demanding it. That’s a woman the man will know she’s strong, she can be trusted as a life partner and somebody a man would like to wake up every morning and not having enough of her. I know that can be reflexive, it can also be demanded from a man, too. Just that the default state of a man is the warrior one, the provider, the one who has to take on the stress and lift the world on his shoulders. A woman may try to do that, too. But that state is one of least elegance and maximum strength, something that a woman may not deem aesthetically suitable.

YES, I am sure you think this is anachronic sexism, isn’t it? But I am sorry to break it to you, most men want to do that, to be those Atlas (some incapable of doing it fall for women who fool them thinking they admire them like they actually do it). I am not sure I will live the times where the weight of the world will be lifted side by side by a man and a woman together. I think that world will require a radical change in personality of all people EVERYWHERE in the SAME TIME and a well-accepted redefinition of genders and their roles. With all due respect, I don’t see this happening really soon.

So you can chose to be angry and perpetually alone, or to yield and try to live the best imperfect life you can imagine. With a man that will be wise enough to understand you have your dreams, strengths and expect your own dose of admiration for that.

I hope you will find that man. Just make sure you don’t punch him in the face first. I am sure he’ll say something that YOU will THINK is SHOOTING AT YOU IN THE WRONG WAYS! 🙂


Now, as I have no intention of contacting him directly, I would like to comment about some of what he’s said here.

Firstly, this is the first time he’s ever even hinted at being wrong.

The “wake-up punch” he is referring to is this comment from a previous correspondence: “Maybe you should have realized by now that if so much negativity it’s in your life, it may be due to how you give a negative spin to almost anything you say or do, or – worse – to a lot of things you are told!! That will not serve you well and it may make you to be an unpleasant partner to any stranger. Who do you think would like to hang around with somebody so bellicose??

Not only does he imply in the above quote, but he states outright in this latest comment that he expects me to be alone forever because of my attitude. But he forgets that we are dealing with simply two different opinions. While he told me he’d like to have an open, honest discussion of the situation, he has continually belittled my attempts to have an open discussion with him as me being just hurt or overly argumentative.

Furthermore, he has misinterpreted most of my “rethinking” his words as me seeing what he said as being correct. While yes, I agreed that when angry I can be argumentative, as I mentioned when I was discussing that I should pull my punches, I was attempting to ease into a discussion of how I said something offensive to the Boy. As I explained in that post, I felt I only responded to Mr. West Coast in such a manner because I didn’t feel the need to sugar coat what I said to him, just as he didn’t feel the need to sugar coat what he said to me. His insistence that he was correct while I am simply being angry and argumentative is frustrating at best.

Particularly when he says that I should let a man realize he’s wrong on his own instead of insisting on it. Perhaps he was unable to comprehend what I was saying, as English is not his first language, but I have on several occasions had that very experience with the Boy. There have been several conversations with the Boy in which we had a difference of opinion about what was happening, and we’ve been able to discuss it in a way in which one or the other has been able to accept that they were in the wrong.

Initially, I just wanted to point out where he was wrong, because the rest of our conversations had been so interesting. He had shown that he had passion and seemed to be intelligent. I was looking forward to a discussion amongst equals, and after a particularly low day, I asked him how he was able to maintain such a high level of self-esteem.

I never, contrary to what he claims, NEVER asked him to focus solely on me. I asked a question, one singular. His response was out of line and outside the bounds of what I asked. I was unable to get him to see the folly in what he said or in how he responded. We simply never got back to the valuable conversation.

And the more he belittled me, the less I cared what he had to say.

But I won’t be disrespected.

The fact that Mr. West Coast has the audacity to think that just because I won’t accept his point of view, and will not tolerate his way of speaking down to me somehow proves his delusional view that he is somehow superior to me leaves me just shaking my head. His idea that I am acting outside of my role by standing up for myself, is ridiculous. And the whole thing does tend to make me see red.

I think it’s for good reason.

What do you think? Is this a case of me misinterpreting his meaning and simply seeing the worst? Or is this guy as big an asshole as I think he is?

About Elizabeth

First and foremost I am a teacher. What I teach is a blend of grammatical art, literary love, and a smidge of spiritual awareness. My blog tries to combine the best of all three over a cup of tea.

12 thoughts on “Let’s take a vote…

  1. To the person who said “I love flowers, may I have his number?” go ahead and leave a message to Mr. West Coast below. Perhaps he’ll take the opportunity to contact you. I don’t have a number to give you; all our correspondence has been through email because I didn’t know him well enough to be comfortable giving him my phone number or much personal info… though that didn’t stop him from looking up where I work by doing a google search using one of the pictures from my blog… He’s all yours if you want him.

  2. I won’t give an advice about the content of your exchanges, but it feels like you’ve stumbled upon one of those people who just enjoy arguments. They take pleasure in dialectical exercise, they feed up such fires and they can become very hypocritical to the point of defending what they said even while knowing they’re wrong, just because they love polemic. The more you (over)react, the more they feel they exist. Cheers, HC

    1. Thanks for commenting! I’ve had a handful of comments that have come through when someone clicks “Other” on the poll, but I haven’t figured out how to get them to show up. I like hearing other points of view.

      I’m not sure if I agree that he’s just into arguing, because if that were the case, I would think there would be more comments from him directly relating to what I had to say. Instead, it seems he just ignores my points altogether and just accuses me of being overly emotional. This overreaction was over 20 emails in the making, each one more dismissive than the last, and includes multiple attempts on my part to politely ask him to stop contacting me.

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